When 7:30 is 10:30

When 7:30 is 10:30

    Making space for people that already have just blown the heart into smithereens that also have zero consideration of time. Like they fuck around around expecting people to wait for them to get their shit together. If you plan to ride at a time, and you are " hoping " someone will look after your responsibilities, maybe you should ask them the night before and not hope that it all works out in the morning. I have been dealing with this shit for too long, waiting and hoping that my time can be valued from someone as much as they value their own time. And when you can't make the time because of work, or prior engagements, or maybe ya just don't fucking feel like it, they cry wolf and call you unreasonable or "moody".  Ever since you met A you have shit me out the side, and made me feel totally worthless. The constant lies, to me, to L about everything, big and small. Then your reaction is to get mad at all these people that you are betraying because you are getting busted and trying to keep all the lies intact, losing track of what u have told everyone over the years. I never truly believed in karma till I met you, but after knowing you for years i am a true believer. There have been horrible consequences to your actions and I was hoping that maybe after all of these you would gain some clarity or some humility, but no. It would appear its almost worse because you are even shittier now. I also believe that this is what happens when you tell someone constantly how amazing you are and how you could be a " big deal" . Like Snoop says, " IG famous is like Monopoly rich." So many people have invested in your career and once you are done with them, or someone cooler comes along you fully fuck them off. You are nothing more then a succubus, even better a virus. You cruise around looking for a healthy host to latch on to and suck them dry then move on. I will no longer be a willing participant. I will vaccinate myslef against your toxicity. I will no longer make space for anyone who cant make space for me. I will no longer be made to feel like a 3rd class citizen.